Its the last day of the year

Everyone wants to be with the people they love.

I feel sad for the many people who are deprived of it.

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Anyway, i want to recall a few the important things that happened this year. In sequence,

1. O level results

2. Got into NgeeAnn's Business studies

3. Started working in NewUrbanMale.com

4. Made a lot of new friends. A few closer ones

5. Got back together with Vannessa, my long time lover after a hiatus.

6. Travelled to Australia and did quite some cool stuff.

7. My Granddad passed away.. i watched as he did.

8. First time i saw someone dying infront of me

9. First time i cried so much. I usually almost never cry.

10. Quit NewUrbanMale.com

11. Started second semester of school

12. New Blog

13. Bought DSLR camera

14. Tavel to USA to stay and shop

15. And then to HongKong which is where i am now to shop somemore

16. Spend New Year away from Singapore.

17. I've never loved anyone more.

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Of course its actually more eventful then this but i tend to forget nowadays. I'm in a very big mess because i miss a particular someone quite a bit. I'll put stuff down when i remember or when friends remind me. Of course there are a few things i cannot put on blogs la, i've learn to be more ... unopened? Is that the word? Because somethings are better left unsaid. You cannot let someone else know you so well, it'll be intimidating wouldn't it?

I think i'm still open with stuff but not as much at when i used to blog at bleached-valentine.blogspot.com. Its still me here though, less the jokes and insults and gossip and vulgarities. Well a little less vulgar only.

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To: Chengyong, Joel, Jerrold, Shianshun, Jonathan.

Fuck you all. I come back then celebrate with you. This year has been damn nice with you guys. We've done things we don't usually do, no not ... gay sex. But like running around to places we've never been to, sitting in the middle of nowhere drinking. Though sometimes we aren't there for each other because we all have our commitments. Especially Jerrold, your devotion to your girlfriend is very much astounding. Don't throw your friends aside next year, we don't feel good. Remember last time in secondary school when we asked you to go out you'd always say you can't because of your parents. Now that you can you spend it all with Jiahui -.- I know i got no right to say this la, she might get angry. But please have some consideration for our friendship alright? We won't always be around. Anyway, you guys have helped me through a lot this year and in the past too. We got into trouble tgt in and out of school and it was shit fun.

We're all turning 18 pretty quick next year, you all know how much we'll havoc then.

Thanks for being there =) Happy New Year you bags of shit.

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To: Serena & Jeanette

My best Poly buddies! Because i hang out with 2 girls ppl might think i'm gay. But i dont really care cause we're worth alot more? First year tgt and we havoc quite a bit already, drinking before we go into class, drinking along clark quay, drinking... why does everything revolve around drinking? Oh and we skipped class and helped each other study and you guys were always there for me, for all my problems. Even now when i'm in a different class you guys still hang out with me. Thanks so much for being around =) Its not even been a year, and we're not 18 yet. Can't wait to spend next year with you guys.

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To: Adam, Fauzi, Hermy

Thanks for bringing me around to have fun =) Next year i can do it properly and we can party a lot more. But Army might be in the way so i cannot be to presumptuous.

Happy New Year guys

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To: Vannessa

Thank god for you. I never knew what i was missing till the day we got together, 20th May. That day under the same tree. Followed by days we spend along the coast, nights next to the pool. Days like these make me feel happy. I've never been closer to anyone else, never so open and so intimate. I miss you. Even now here in Hong Kong, I spend my time thinking about you. Everyone keeps saying 'Absence makes the heart grow fonder'. Bullshit, i never want to be apart from you for this long ever again. At least you can spend time with you friends or do work to try and forget about me. I can't, everywhere i go i wonder what it would be like to have you here.

I know i'm a psycho boyfriend like you said. Maybe because i worry too much, i'm those typical psycho boyfriends you hear on the news or read in magazines.

I promise i'll return back to normal when i get home to see you again.

This year has been so much brighter than any other because of you. I can't afford to lose this, ever.

Even though its not even a year since we've been together, we've been through quite a bit. I love looking back at pictures of us. There's this one which i never really noticed, the details, but when i saw it i laughed, i'll tell you about it when i get back, remind me.

Okay what i really want to say is, i want to get to 2010 with you. I want us to celebrate everything we missed out on this year, next year. I really miss you, maybe next year we can finally go overseas tgt? Plus would be able to drive! Means no more cabbing, do you think we've spent more than $500 or a thousand on cab rides this year? Oh well, when i get home, we can just lie down and forget the rest of the world like we usually do? or would it be different, after this absence and hiatus. I hope not, if it does make the heart grow fonder.

Alright i'll stop talking crap.

What matters is that I've never had a relationship like this, its the most intimate and actually the longest i've been in. I just know it'll turn out better than ever.

This... is just the beginning... right?... Love?.. its just the.. beginning of something so much more.

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Anyway, A very Happy New Year to everyone =)

It didnt feel like such a long time ago when everything was so different...

Alrightt.... I'll be flying to Hong Kong in a few hours. Another 15 hour journey. Bloody hell...

Its raining here in Jersey...

Happy 17th Birthday Vannessa!

You're another year older.

From now till 15th Jan we can say we're of the same age =) Bet you've been waiting for that.

Can't wait to see you when i get home.

I love you.

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Time to stop being childish

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Continue being you.

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and its time to cross another road.

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and try your best to make it to the otherside.

Merry Christmas to everyone =)

To everyone who i can't see this year, Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year

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Though here in the States... it doesnt feel like Christmas at all...

So I’m in this little house along Browertown Road in New Jersey, looking out the dark window on my right watching snow petals flicker along the glass. A cozy warm house with orange lights; it feels peaceful. I landed only about 2 hours ago. I can make a photo journal accounting the trip today/night.

December 19th 8.00am

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Vannessa came over to follow us to the airport where she said goodbye. I know it’ll only be for 2 weeks but I don’t understand why being away for this period makes me feel so messed up and confused inside. I guess it’s because I’m so used to having her around and that I really, really with the bottom of my heart, wished that she was here. We could be lying down in the snow and stuffing it into our faces, laughing and shivering in embrace. Take long walks and watch the condensed smoke leave our lips. Well, even though she’s not here to share this with me, it’s certainly something to look forward to, it really is.

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December 19th approximately 10.40am

We left, I was supposed to be the one walking away, occasional turns, disappear into an angle she could not catch. But I walked back after awhile wanting to see her face for one last time, but i only saw her walking away towards the exit, wondering if she felt the same way…

From there we went onto the plane to Hong Kong. We were the last to board and I think kinda held the plane back a little.

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It was a short ride but I hated the plane. Landed and went to transit.

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HongKong's Airport

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We walked a lot, sat at Starbucks to have some coffee, preparing for the long ride ahead, dreading it.

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I don’t really like flying for long distances, 15 to 16 hours of sitting in a chair facing a screen which really isn’t entertaining at all. Can people who are claustrophobic sit on planes? But then again looking out the view is so, so beautiful it may cause epiphanies

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Anyway we boarded and I came across a most peculiar sight which really amused/interested me.

A no smoking sign next to a smoking tray on the airplane

Sorry the picture a little blured out but its the type of pull-out trays. So i meant it means that you can smoke there right? right?

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Wait i just found another perculiar sight

The pilot announced that we will be delayed because of the heavy traffic flying/taxi-ing into the JFK. We had to fly above the Big Apple for 40mins before we were able to land. After that we had to wait for the plane occupying our lot for another 20 bloody long minutes. That’s not the end of it, when we alighted there was a freakishly long “Visitors” queue while the “Natives” queue was empty. So we waited another hour or more to stand at the front of the line when I noticed that there were only about 6 or 7 lanes open out of about 15 or 18. So all in all the ETA was supposed to be at 7.20. We left JFK after 10…

After which our cousins were kind enough to drive us back to their place.

In the car

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My Aunt Tracy

It was nice Skyping with Vannessa, it felt like days since I last saw her, it was in the afternoon in Singapore and past midnight here in NJ. Also she just left for Bangkok… stay safe. These 2 weeks are going to be long after all… I miss you.

So here I am, December 20th 2008 2.46am NY/NJ time, 3.46 Singapore time.

Oh and Macy's is nearby, might go there tmr.

Lastly, even though i've only had my camera for a day, it seems like i'm starting to get the hang of it.

What a mother of a long day…

December 20th... Happy 7th month Vannessa =) can't wait to see you. Love you.

3,2,1 liftoff...

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I GOT A NEW DSLR CAMERA TODAY!!! Its the Nikon D60. I can finally take good photos! Just nice since i'm going to USA today.

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Today, i heard from my maid that an old woman jumped off my block today. Sending Vannessa home led me to see a puddle of blood dripping into the drain. It was quite a sight...

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Anyway, i'll be leaving for Newyork/Hongkong in a few hours. It means that i won't see anyone till next year. So till then Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! I'll try to update from the US. I've got to continue packing my bag now. I havent started =/

Got to rush!

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I've started packing.

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Today i woke up at 3pm. And caught Bolt with a few old friends. It was charming in its own way. After that i went to Gardens to pick up gf as usual.

I can't believe how fast time goes by. We're at the end of another year. I'm really scared, i've said it before like a hundred times. What if time goes by so quickly, we miss out on everything. I believe we should stop and smell the roses. Roses right? or is it another flower? Alah all the same. I can picture flipping/tearing paper calendars. Scary thought.

Speaking of time passing by...

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Yes exams are all done. Time to PARTY

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Today is last paper day =DDD

Which means one whole week of fun before i leave la.

I must have a list of things to do for the whole week. Something like,

1. Spend as much time with girlfriend/friends as humanly possible.
2. Pre-celebrate Christmas/New Year with everyone.
3. Pack for trip
4. Finish 'Friends' so that i can return to Video Ezy and stop that stupid $2/day fine.
5. Good question, i don't know, bum around and relax.
6. Oh figure out what to really buy in states, must go prepared.
7. Party.
8. Finish that bloody final paper first.

Well, i should sleep, tomorrow's paper is going to be a disaster, I'm sure of it.

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Broken

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The broken clock is a comfort,

it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts

I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

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I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain there is healing

In your name I find meaning

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The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead

And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes

That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart that's still beating

In the pain is the healing

In your name I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

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I'm hangin' on another day

Just to see what you will throw my way

And I'm hangin' on to the words you say

You said that I will, be ok

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The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone

I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

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Well, the countdown begins...
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I wake up at 3pm. Thought about what you wrote.

It's still the same.

Because all in all, i make you feel empty.

You have no idea how much its killing me now.

Of all the times, this was one of the deepest cuts.

Never have I literally had to fight back tears.

Bstats common test is over. I spend 2 hours preparing for the test in school this morning. Well, it was futile. I'm pretty sure i failed.

Though on a lighter note, 2 papers left before holidays. Which reminds me, i have exactly 13 days left before i leave for states. And it'll already be 2009 by the time i'm back.

I just received another letter from NgeeAnn. Its a reminder for me to study hard and also to tell me that if i fail macroeconomics again, i will be dismissed from school.

Anyway today i studied with Serena at HollandV. I'm starting to go into study mood which is good. But then again i can't wait for the holidays to come. Though its kinda saddening, it being the end of year and all.

As most of you have already noticed, we're in the last month of 2008. And in this last 2 months or so, MM Lee went into some cardiac surgery, 400 people in Nigeria died due to the Muslim vs Christian war. HIV numbers shot up, bombing and killing in India and Bangkok has thousands of protesters. What a way to end the year off huh. Some time back we had the tsunami which fell on the 26th of December; Vannessa's birthday. If you notice, we always seem to have constant problems arising around the world. It affects everyone. Yet, most of us choose to do nothing about it. Well, i know i don't. Then again, we tend to forget all that's happening around us as we usher in a new year. We're all so busy getting gifts and presents, so busy organising parties, attending Zoukout, spending time with loved ones, that we all forget all the negative events surrounding us.

And at the end of it all, we stand smiling like idiots, staring at a ticking clock and counting down the last 10 seconds before we grab the person closest to us and lock ourselves in tight embrace.

When it gets to that point, i bet everything else wouldn't matter.

It won't matter.

I know I've been lazy. Blogging wise. I used to blog differently but i have the perfect excuse; its been bloody hectic. Common tests are arriving in a week and i have had quite a number of presentations to clear. Anyway on to blogging...

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Vannessa is working at gardens till 1am today. I intend to go down and fetch her home =)

Well next week is e-learning and that means no school. Week after is common tests and right after that is my holiday which i will be spending all of it in New York. Ever since people knew i was going there, they've been asking me to get stuff for them like non stop. I've only got so much space in my luggage. Please don't be so presumptuous. I'll only get it for you if i see fit.

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I'm turning 18 soon and i still don't know how i should celebrate it...

I just finished one presentation. There is another on friday. I think i'm doing well considering all the last minute work.

I'm rather amazed at myself for not turning on the computer at home the whole of the previous week. Thus i didn't update my blog. I was deeply engrossed in a book i once read a long time ago. And i quite happy i managed to finish 2 enormously thick books within a week. Today i'm going down with Vannessa to Kino to get the third book in the Inheritance series. Can't wait. Do i seem like the type who reads???

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The rest of last week was spent rushing datelines for projects. Which i still have to continue due to 2 presentations this week. On thursday i attended a long time family friend's birthday. It has always been nice reminiscing with Kaimin the past and history we have. We sometimes fall into uncontrollable laughing fits as we constantly picked on my sister.

Thurday was also Vannessa and my 6 months. I couldn't spend the whole day with her because my mother said that i should spare a thought for people and attend this party. I want to its just that i've never been so serious with someone it seemed just as important i give her my attention as well. But what is done is done. I enjoyed his dinner party and i am starting to feel my parents becoming less understanding.

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Friday, Kaimin's family, my family, Vannessa and I went on a yacht to the bay of St John's island. I always get excited when we sail at sea, a series of questions always pop out about the water under us. Like, "what do you think is under there?" or "What if i fall over?" "Do you think there are sharks?".

This time I ask, " Oi dad, how much does it cost for a yacht like this?"

While looking around and surveying the wood works he replied

" Oh... Probably around 1.5 million"

o.o

It was especially calm and warming to sit next to Vannessa at the front, watching the approaching islands and wind brushing through our hair. We contemplated chartering the boat for ourselves one day and Dad agreed to it.

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Many other things happened this week.

But it would have to wait till another time.

Yesterday was the 100th day since granddad passed away.

I still miss him.

Had prayers and i was off to football competition at redhill. Late and lost i reached after they played 2 matches. We went close to winning a hundred bucks but i guess it just didn't matter because SweeLee was closing at 7.30pm. So Jonathan, Joel and I went on as Chengyong went home cause he felt sick. Reach aprox 10mins before they closed and bought a beginner's guitar for Jon. On the way home i got a message and realised i had work to do. But i went on with the guitaring session anyway.

So i sacrificed the whole of my Sunday sitting down here at my dining table. Giving my best attempt to finish up whatever I have. Taking occasionaly breaks to the balcony to rest and look out into the open greenery. Putting on Vannessa's headphones and lose concentration for a few seconds to the music. Its though, this subject, i don't know why i'm doing it too... IT in business. Okay actually i admit it helps. But i'm so damn tired from yesterday i am going to hate this subject even if it made me a million dollars. I mean i'm slouching now and i can't look at the screen properly. My eyes are fluttering shut and i don't know what to do for tomorrow's presentation. Much less what to wear. The consequence of missing school last monday haunts me the week after...

and you drive... and you drive...

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I woke up yesterday after a dream with my granddad. He asked me how i was, smiled, put his hand on my face and I woke up to a ringing phone

It was a nice dream...

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I seriously cannot wait to go to the states. Not for the sightseeing and what not, but for the shopping. I hope the recession hits hard for the US, all the exchange rates will go down and if the government follows the fiscal policy they will greatly reduce taxes and everything.

Things i want/need/intend to buy from the US and HongKong includes -

At least 5 pairs of jeans from G-star, true religion and levi's.

Tops from american apparel and .. actually not a lot of tops there...

Pouches and wallets from Prada =D

Few sporting goods from addidas and nike.

I'm already getting excited while typing all these down.

I'll be damn sad if i can't find fitting stuff. I'm not really in it for the brand, i just like some designs and i really hope i can find something nice.

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On Saturday, Johnathan and I acted like tourists from Hong kong to this sales person and it was damn funny i laughed nonstop and was giggling at the part where we both looked at each other deciding how much is 12 singapore dollars.

We finished Lost season 4, can't wait for season 5. Lost to me is one of the best TV series ever.

And in 2 mths 4 days, i'll be 18. Its such a big number...

I've got a number of stuff on my mind, but i guess sometimes, somethings shouldn't be mentioned at all...

Totally screwed up presentation. Wasn't prepared enough, only when i stood in front of everyone did i realise i didn't have enough pointers. It was more impromptu and very unrehearsed. When i was ending it i choked and stopped. So well, there you go.

Anyway after school i went straight home to sleep, i don't know why i'm so damn tired all the time. I need to get things back on track.

I feel a little out now and then...

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Tickets for ZoukOut are on sale already. Its on the 13th December Saturday. It's starting earlier, like 6.30pm so that you can capture the sunset with live performances. Electrico will be there. World renowned trance triumvirate Above & Beyond, currently ranked number 6 in the Top 100 DJ poll will be playing too. So it's gonna be pretty awesome. But i don't know if i'm going.

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I only had bread today.

Oh sweet mother of a ...

I'm in Business Statistics class now and i don't understand anything, everything. Seriously, nothing at all. And the tutor keeps on going, i feel like i'm falling behind and its not easy to catch up; like a race. I can tell today won't be good, but i'm going to spend all my time finishing up my work and preparing for Bcomm presentation tmr.

I woke up late so my dad left first with sister. I had to take the bus, which i must say i hate to in the morning. This bloody fellow kept knocking into me just to walk pass even though there wasn't enough space. I wanted to swear at him cause he pushed me just to get through. I hate people like that, they spoil the image of their generation. Once at the MRT station this old man ran out of the train and pushed me just so he can run to the other train on the opposite platform. I wasn't even in his way, he could run straight but no, he had to use his hands and push for no reason. The thing was, he still missed the train. I don't understand these people, a nice excuse me would be okay right? I hate public transport.

Anyway, from my cousin's wedding...

Well, I was the last to know my dad had a new car. Apparently the Lexus is gone and now its an MPV. So that it can carry all our family members without any space issues. I haven't even seen the car yet and its been here close to a week now. Also i didn't know dad was overseas. I don't know a lot of things happening in the family anymore...

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To you:

I can't take this anymore.

Its been quite awhile since we've talked. I've known you more than half my life? We've gone through so much together. It has always been us and us alone you know. You, me and the guys. But recently, we don't see you with us and we all know the reason. You have different priorities. It seems that to you, she always more important. You constantly announce how your life revolves around her and football, where was friends in that sentence?And she doesn't at all mind taking you away from us. I mean hey, i've not gone out with you for more than 2 months. And within this time i've not seen you for more than 12 hours. Its always quick walkbys or soccer saturdays that i see you. You see her all the time, every single day, and you can't just give us half a day? And let me be the first to say that it sucks.

Its as though you're slowly disappearing from our lives. You weren't even there for me when my granddad passed.

You of all people.

No "how are you holding up?" or " Are you okay?" I needed you there man. But she was more important obviously, more important than being there for a best friend.

Maybe it doesn't matter to you and it certainly doesn't matter to her. But i think the both of you are being selfish. I don't know how but i thought we came to the same school to spend more time together. Well, she's more important to you now. I guess this is how you tell apart true friends.

I wish you two the best, just don't expect me to be your best man at your wedding.

So brother, how's life treating you?

Well, just to let you know, i feel like crap because you aren't there...

Happy Halloween.

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Last evening I was watching Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I have always been a big Harry Potter fan though i must say i prefered the book to the movie. Books have always been better. There was a scene in the movie which i remembered clearly. I won't spoil it but there was a scene where a character lost someone he/she loved dearly. I started crying. I don't know why but i while watching it happen i thought of my granddad.

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Cause if you jump I will jump too

We will fall together

From the building's ledge

Never looking back at what we've done

We'll say it was love

Cause I would die for you

On skyway avenue

Vannessa says beef burgers from macdonalds are literally made up of shit.

I looked different.

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Last night, Vannessa's family brought me to Morton's. I shouldn't go there too often. I might get sick of it. Shenzi talked to me last night too. In case you don't know who Shenzi is, he is the director of Newurbanmale.com. He is really nice and asked me how I was and whether I was ready to go back. I said no, cause even without work i don't know why i was still damn busy. We talked about the economy too. Very weird.

Tired.

Stayed out till the morning light. Got home and collapsed on bed. No, I didn't go clubbing like i said i would in the previous posts. Instead i went out for supper with a few close friends. It was nice catching up.

Just got home from Singapore Island Country Club. Had breakfast there twice in 2 days. It damn bloody far.

I missed my dateline for the ITB submission of the portfolio. but i'm tired... =/

Vannessa is sick. I left the dinner party earlier because i was damn worried. Cabbed down to the clinic to see how she was and i ended up paying a little for her bill. She thought it wouldn't be that expensive. Sent her home and got her to sleep after medication and a movie. I don't like seeing her in that state, she gets sick easily and that isn't a good thing.

Oh and at the party we were in the pub playing Pool and Foosball, music suddenly came pumping, and pole dancers went on stage. My cousins and I were all like o.O, seriously. But hey, doesn't hurt to watch a little, they aren't that good though, i bet all the old men around were waiting for it, no wonder it was so crowded.

Lastly, my body is in pain, from all the football. I think i put my body on the line too much. Defending the ball today got me tumbling into the rough wall of the court today. So needless to say, my arm got scratched, who knew it would be right above a vein. I haven't gone to the doctor to get my leg checked too, i can't walk properly at times. I've got to rest man, whole body aches like shit.

Today was the first day of flag football class. It’s really quite interesting; I've always loved watching American football. Even in movies like The Longest Yard, The Game Plan and The Gridiron Gang, the game seemed really exhilarating. Can’t wait for the next class, Jeanette can't catch the ball to save her life though, not really her game but she’s getting the hang of it. Well I can’t say much cause she’ll trash me in tennis.
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Monday is Deepavali and it’s a public holiday. That means we can have a late Sunday. This means we can club! The usual clubbing kakis already decided where to go, the usual. I think there’s going to be a whole big group of us.
You know how when you stay out late and you have early class the next day; it kinda sucks, knowing you can’t sleep much or have any sleep at all. So Monday for a public holiday, is absolutely perfect.
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But I think I have quite an amount of work to complete by Sunday. Guess I’d just have to finish everything as fast as I can.

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This is Jonathan.

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I’m catching up with Jonathan now. He just came back from Canada and New York recently. I knew him since we were kids (well I won’t say we aren’t kids anymore but anyway), since back in primary school. During his secondary school life, he kinda took a turn. From express, to normal acad, to normal tech. He got into a lot of trouble with the school, mixed with bad company and it just went on, from bad to worst. He went on to ITE, dropped out, and went on to private, dropped out. Things seemed kinda bleak. I didn’t know what to do or how to put it to him, was damn worried.

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But after he came back from the states, he seemed different. He changed his hair-do, stopped hanging out at shopping centres with pseudo-ahbengs and goes on his daily activities alone now, so that he can think, though he said that he’d prefer if I hung out with him. Currently, he’s studying hairstyling at some school which had weird days, Tuesday to Sunday, Mondays off. He’s really more mature with this thinking and mindset. I felt damn happy for him, like a warm fuzzy feeling. But then he said…

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JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
I will be immigrating btw
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
After army
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
To Canada.
kit says:
whoa..
kit says:
why
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
Me and my cousins are gonna open a hair salon there
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
the 3 of us
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
me and both my cousins
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
All working as hair stylist
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
They inspired me la.
kit says:
why not open in singapore?
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
Its better to work with family.
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
Cuz its like family business.
kit says:
yeah
kit says:
but why not singapore
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
We are permanent
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
They are at Canada.
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
And they opened 1 there
kit says:
oh…
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
Life there is relaxing too.
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
Why?
kit says:
you'll never come back?
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
I will
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
Like Chinese New Year
Kit says:
you better
JONATHAN :] Perfection is an Obsession says:
Haha
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To be brutally honest, when he leaves, it’ll be as though an old, close friend just died.

But I’d dare say this,

I always knew you were an awesome kid and

that somehow, you'd make it.

Retaking a module is weird. You go into class, take a seat in the back; because you feel kinda out. You don't know the people around you, maybe a few that you've seen or talked to a few times. You see a familiar tutor who introduces the topic like you've heard before. He goes through everything that you already know. He asks your classmates questions and you realise that their answer are a little funny and off. You then feel smarter but you're actually not, because if you were, you wouldn't be retaking the module in the first place.

I feel stupid.

I came home, set my bag down, took a shower and went on looking through websites like Facebook where i found tagged photos of us during my cousin's wedding dinner. I put on the shirt which still has the smell of your perfume, and then I lay down on my bed and the pillows had the smell of your hair. It as only then i realised that, even only after a day,

I miss you like crazy.

The Fa-Kit video!

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Okay finally Fauzi finished editing and uploaded the video in facebook. I can't really access facebook in school properly, but here's the link, i'll place the video here when i can. I had nothing to do with editing the video, thats why everything in there was directed at me.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=31523513615

We were a bit gay but it was purely acting, don't judge us please =)

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Anyway, it's been confirmed that i'll be going to the states at the end of the year. If i'm not wrong from the 19th December all the way till the 3rd or 4th of January. Which will go over both Vannessa's and Chengyong's Birthday, two extremely important people to me =/ It wasn't my choice though, my parents decided and i can't say no. I'll try to make it up to them though.

On a lighter note! I'll be going to the factory outlets to get extremely large discounts at the likes of brands like American Apparel,Bose,Banana Republic, Calvin Klein, Coach, Chanel, Gap, G-star Raw, Guess, Jimmy Choo's, Nike, Nine West and a hell lot more.

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I know its mostly for the opposite sex but there would be enough for me. Sadly, the factory outlet that i'm going to doesn't have H&M. But i'll probably find it in 5th avenue around central park in New York. After states i'll be dropping by Hongkong for a few days so more shopping there. I hope i find everything i want. Oh, and if anyone wants something from the states just let me know, just leave a comment and i'll try my best to get it for you =)

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I got to pay attention in class. Laterrrrrrrr!

Hi all! Welcome to FishinOrbit.blogspot.com! I guess I'll try to start blogging here from now on, to see what its like. If it doesn't work out i can always go back to bleached-valentine.blogspot.com but i think we should all give change a shot you know, just to see what comes out of it. I'm not really a big fan of the skins though, and I'm not really IT savvy so I can't do much about it. The thing is, everyone is using this skin and its a turnoff. But anyway! Hope you enjoy your time here!