Hello there, I have officially turned 20 years old. The big 2!
Its been a long while since i wrote anything worth reading or taking into consideration.
However, i feel that there is no other way to say what i really want to and thus, blogging would be my only solace for now. I'm entering the army and finishing up with school, leaving behind many fond memories with beautiful people. Though, life has a way of telling you straight in the face, that things are not what it seems. Things get complicated, they get messy, fragile, unsolvable, destructive. People get angry, depressed, compulsive. They break down, they hate, they become nonchalant. The entire world seems to think that the rest of world owes them. Quoting a phrase one of my friends twittered, "If they do not bother, why should I". This to me, is incredibly screwed up. Imagine if the entire world thinks that way. No one would bother and put in an effort for one another. We picture a gorgeous community with lots of love and giving. However, how are we supposed to achieve that if we can't even learn to forgive and seriously forget about that past. The hardest part of ending is starting again, yes, but it can be done, with effort no doubt. Is it that difficult to remember the good times? My best friends have been there for me since the start, and are still here. It takes effort, we forgive and quickly start enjoying ourselves again. I detest complications and conflict among friends. It's just too... tiring...
So much for my 20th huh, all i wanted was just for everyone to get along together, that was my wish, when i cut the cake.
