Need to remind myself once again:

This is the time of our lives, live it to the fullest.
Be smart, be stupid, be irresponsible, be childish, be retarded, be fun, hug, kiss, love, hate, fight, shout, scream, laugh, and smile. Look back at your life and know that there is a story to tell. Memories to treasure, people to keep.
Just dont wanna look back and realise my life is ordinary, you know...

Once again, i feel used

My heart's a stereo
It beats for your, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

To my stereo
So sing along to my stereo

I only pray you never leave me behind
Because good music can be so hard to find
I take your hand and pull it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind

fuck my heart is still beating quickly

Now comes the hardest part

Its so difficult trying to look okay in front of eveyone. But i shall continue trying.

not just a coward ah, more like douchebag