The holidays have begun =)
I'll be waking up to orange sunsets and living once they're down.
Did i mention i passed my BTT in 10 minutes =DD
Went to PLAY Thursday night. I'm still suffering from the lack of sleep. I have football tomorrow morning. I'm sick =/

After blogging last night, i ended up at Vannessa's place to study. I suddenly felt uneasy, like, the fear kicking in. I kenna questioned by her security guard like one criminal just because she didnt want to come down or let me call her place to unlock the door. In fact, she was already sleeping by the time i got there. I had so much trouble in the early morning. But it was worth studying with her through the night. My second in 3 days without sleep. We hopped to KAP in the morning where she had this sudden burst of energy. Jumping around, smiling so much.
Thank you for pushing me to study. I doubt i would if you didn't
Random fact: 4 red bulls cost $7.80 from the 7-eleven here
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Serena came by to meet me at macs after Vannessa started her paper. Haziq was there too, and his friend. Wah we really study like i nv study before, besides stats la.
Thanks na! For helping so much, staying up with me through the night too. Teaching me subjects you aren't even taking =) best friend ah! This Thursday! hehehehe
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So the paper went well actually, i hope. If i all goes well i should get about a B.
Ended with a splitting headache and a loss for all sense of my surrounding. So i cabbed home, no choice. Went up, showered, popped a few asprins and knocked out.
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I felt a soft hand on my arm. warm breath on my back, familiar smell. I knew who it was, i held the hand and turned. I was so happy. Couldn't see the emotion through the sleepiness though.
She came close to 10pm from the east, expensive cab fare. Just so that she can make sure i'm okay. The thing is... she didn't sleep either...
You make me feel so taken care of.
I love you so much.
You have no idea how it feels to know you care.
Thank you =)
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Today's paper, utmost importance. Failure will result in my dismissal from school.
Ahh... what a fine day...

I spent half of yesterday studying around Vannessa and Ruiyi while they edited their work.
Went to catch Slumdog Millionaire but it was pretty packed. So we ended up watch the pink panther 2. A little comical here and there, a feel good movie but nothing special.
After the movie we went home where i prepared to leave the house to study. So i picked Serena from her place to kap to do some hardcore last minute memory work.
I had a total of 3 cans of red bull and 2 iced lattes in order to stay awake. But still i was falling asleep during the paper, blanking out. This is what happens when you don't start studying earlier. I never learn my lesson.
Thanks Serena for teaching me Stats. I don't really know if i can pass, but if i do its probably thanks to you. Which means i won't have to stay back for 6 more months. Which would also be thanks to you. So thank you! =)
Okay I'm shit tired I'm going to slug on the floor.

Today....

Today....

Today.

TODAY I FOUND OUT I SPENT A WHOLESOME MAGNIFICENT SPECTACULIAR SUM OF $500

AT VIDEO EZY...

$500...

$500...

$500...

Why like that...

Thats not it, it seems that their most patriotic customer has spent $6000 in total. I mean, wahlao... how can......

I guess it's a lot like saving. Shit who am i kidding?

Okay anyway my exams are starting on Saturday. Business stats, if i fail, i will retain for 6 more months. And if i fail macro, i will get expelled. Talk about pressure huh.

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Happy 9th =)

I'm sorry all the studying has been clogging up our days. But know that i love you very very much!

"I'm losing my sense of urgency. It seems that as I get closer
to the final day, i'm losing my sense of urgency. What now?"

I hope you dance.

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Woke up a little later than expected...

Uneasiness in my stomach, her first valentine's and i've got nothing.

Only the little surprise i had for her in the morning. So i took my time and got ready, no need to rush, i'd just forget stuff.

Picked up flowers and went over to her place.

Up the elevator, familiar dog barking everytime i step out the door.

Placed the enormous brown package around the stairs, inside containing a CD, photo frame with us in it.

Dashed some dried scented flower petals for fun.

I left her a message asking her to come over to the stairs while i rushed away like a kid to the floor below. "So stupid", i was thinking to myself.

Went down to our tree to wait, wait for her to open up the package, to find the CD; a photo montage (Which i put in a lot of effort in creating), that'll instruct her to come down to where i was.

On the way to the tree, i left flowers along the path, hung between railings, along the floor where i was standing. Its her first, i had to make an impression.

Waiting, 2 minutes, 5, 10. I messaged her, 'sms me when you're coming down'. Another message ' Got it?', for the package. Finally a reply, "Sorry my phone was in my room, i just got your package." WAH LAO I WAIT SO BLOODY LONG ALR YOU STILL #%*&@# nvm... so i continued stoning.

I was sitting underneath the burning sun when an Indian uncle came along, the leaf sweeper i suppose. Came over, looked at me all dressed up, looked at the flowers scattered all over the floor, gave me the "what the hell is this" face, -.- AHAHA I SWEAR BLOODY COMICAL, to me anyway, amidst the anticipation, it was something to smile at. I pointed up to her place, "waiting for my girlfriend." He smiled, and walked away, apologising.

I wondered if she'll think im stupid. I sat awhile longer, "coming now", finally, i stood up, tucked in my shirt, adjusted my collar, no mirror, shit. Didn't matter, i saw a head pop out afar, from the side, I smiled. She tread down the stairs, picking up the roses i placed so meticulously, walked slowly towards me. Teary eyed, hands over her mouth. I thought "Am i that unattractive? Oh well...".

She hugged me, i took the white rose out from behind my back, placed it in between us.

I choked.

choked...

choked...

muttered...

Will you be my Valentines?"

"...Yes..."

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That was the hardest part of all, it doesn't seem like much but it felt like a lot of work to me. I guess it's because i don't usually go the extra mile for Vday.

So, since i didn't have a plan, we had to make things up as we go along, i tried to look like i knew what we were going to do next. I felt like such a big loser. So we booked a table in Brazil down at sixth avenue and i brought her to this secret place of mine, where you get the best view of Singapore.

This was my favourite part.

It's quite hard to get to, we walked all the way from raffles city, made her hike in her heels. Am very sorry love.. i hope the view was worth it. Stayed there for awhile, it wasn't sunny, kinda hazy, it added a little soft feel to the whole thing.

This was the view.

Flyer was right behind us.

I had a lot of fun up there.

Stayed up there for quite awhile, proceeded to Brazil after that, ATE LIKE A MONSTER! I've always loved Brazil. Always... i've been going there since i was Primary 5. At one point almost weekly. Food is really good, even after all this time i'm still not bored of it.

After dinner we were both rather tired, the long walk and all killed my legs. So i sent her back instead of carrying out my fireworks, bomb bags and party poppers plan.

Oh well, i really wanted to play with the fireworks, i bought 6 packs =/

But its okay... i hope she enjoyed Valentine's day.

Anyway, that was it! It really wasn't much, i'm not like some rich kid who can bring her to an island of his own, fill her house magically with a thousand roses, booked the entire esplanade rooftop for the evening or even just placing her on a yatch. I know i'm not the best around but i try... I really hope i made your first Valentines a little something more than expected, maybe even close to special.

I love you.

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HERE ARE SOME RANDOM PHOTOS.

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Alright its a super long post i will stop now goodbye!

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For a better version of this post and our vday, go to pickmeadaisy.blogspot.com.

She just writes better...

Happy Valentine's Day love.

Its been close to 9 months and i don't feel as though we've lost anything. I've never regretted this... and i know i never will...

I'll my best to make you happy today =)

hope everything works out.

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We did a little cooking! Cheese toast, bratwurst from germany and Ikea meatballs!
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"Nothing beats the morning drag"

IT FEELS GOOD TO BE CLUBBING AGAIN.

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As recommended by Adam, nothing does it like a nice Jagerbomb.

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I decided to give myself a break from the final projects and all the studying. Okay actually there wasn't and studying involved, but i believe i've done pretty well for the projects; a lot of time and effort put in.

I'm quite scared i won't stop going though. We're already discussing where to go on thursday night, pretty much know where. The old place, my first place, the usual, well i won't mention the location.

Oh and Vannessa appeared next to me on my bed at about 10.15am. I only slept at 6 a.m-.-

But she was really nice. And nothing in the world beats waking up next to her.

Happy Birthday Melody =)

CATS is finally over and done with. Teacher said a probable B+, which is quite okay considering us pulling work outta our asses. 5 minutes before the start of the presentation we were still going to print out slides and reflections. 15 minutes before i was still drawing figures and evaluations on vanguard sheets. It went well la.

I really happy the last presentation is over and done with. Now to focus on Bstats, Macro and ITB. And at 8.00 am today, i have to be in school for S&W till 12pm. What a way to waste my saturday. Can't catch up with sleep.

Went to meet Brenda and Jasmine at Vivo in the evening. It was really nice catching up... after a year. So Brenda is taking her O levels this time round, better study.

But i was really nice meeting up again.

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Why aren't you picking up my call.

I can't even tell if you're safe. This is why i behave the way i do when you say you're going to party and drink.

Plus i have to sleep because of school tomorrow.

Your friends aren't answering either.

I'm always worried like this. I know i'll get sick of it.

You're not making this easy.

People should smile more

- Newton Faulkner

A little interesting song i came across a while back.

Fun, bubbly, happy go lucky. Click play la people =)

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Alright! So i'm finally done with Business Communication! Final 20% presentation, as usual i thought i could've done better. Especially during the question and answer section. Oh well, at least its over. However we all have to look forward to Business Communication TWO, which would begin the start of the next semester. -.- Supposedly tougher.

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So after BComm, Melody decided to take class photos and we jammed up level 6's corridor. I was the photographer =) I will never bring my DSLR again. Kenna scolded for playing with it during other people's presentation, Ansar laugh like one kind like that. I just realised that though i was forced into classes i didn't select, this class is rather sweet. Some pretty cool people in it. Made it a pretty enjoyable semester. Though I really really really miss being in the same class as Serena & Jeanette. Its okay though, next sem i'll see if i can hook up the same timetable as theirs.

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Ansar!!!!! Kai's sister ahahaha

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Mel and Fel

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One more presentation tomorrow, CATS. By the end of this week, i would be done with every single presentation. All thats left would be the final exams. Super frighten of Bstats, its going to be 70% for me cause i failed to attend one test, smart move huh...

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Popped by Zara at great world last evening, got my last minute formal presentation shirt. 90 bucks -.- but it fits wonderfully fine; length and all, hard to find something like that around.

So i waited for Vannessa to finish her project somewhere around town, 4 hours, i sat at Starbucks reading the papers, doing work on my notebook. I felt so... adult like. Paced through bookshelves of the bookstore and found my fingers tracing along titles. Picked out something that caught my attention "This dairy will change your life in 2009". A atrociously bold, funny book. The book attempts to change your way of life by having you participate in funny, crazy ideas every week.

They set your new year's resolution with the likes of "Master the AK47" or "Bring a true Nazi to justice" or something to do with the US secretary, i forgot really. But it's not all nonsense, a interesting browse.

I didn't really mind waiting for her during that time, kinda gave myself a break from everything else too. Nice cupa coffee, watching the world move along as you stay stagnant. And of course, i didn't mind waiting cause i'd be able to see her in the end..

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I really love to see rain falling and streaming on glass, my kinda thing i guess. Especially when its sun and rain.

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The epic battle between Kit and Yeti
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There I was, frolicking through the meadows. I entered a massive forest, with trees growing various sweets and lollipops. My eyes opened in amazement, curiosity begged and I entered cautiously; afraid of the lollipops falling once they were ripe. The adult sized ones were quite huge actually. Suddenly, a large shadow caught my attention.
Boom! And I lost sight of everything around me. When I came around, I was hanging upside down in some wet cave. There was a fire burning with a cooking pot set loosely above it. There seemed to be some sort of broth in it. I couldn't have been out long, the sun was still up. A familiar voice caught my attention, “hello Kit, it’s been awhile.” A large troll sized thing covered with a monumental amount of fur was stand right in front of me. It reached into its pocket, pulled out a light saber and shaved its hairy face.
The sight stunned me, gasping for words; I only managed to utter “Hello Vannessa”
OKAY LA I’M VERY BORED I DON’T WANT TO WRITE ANYMORE

I’m a very lousy writer…

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Anyway I have this exam tomorrow, OBSE. So I'm stuck home studying. Didn't go to school today though, freakishly tired.

Oh and my CATS groups is doing this survey. Hope you can help =) Anyone can do it, please help!

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=NmQ8Hs4ld5Yj61yqtinAyg_3d_3d

Alright, time to wait for Vannessa and then i have to continue studying, I cannot fail, else i'd retain a semester. Already failed one module last sem. Okay time for the stress to kick in. Thursday and Friday another 2 final presentations. The Monday one went well though.