Saturday, March 28, 2009

I know you say that i'm usually the one who doesn't understand or the one who doesn't know how to comfort you. But do you know that when i feel sad sometimes, you aren't so different. I try not to trouble you with anything, so that you can stay happy and cheerful for the rest of the day. Even when i feel down, i try to make you feel better, happier. I try, i try but its never enough.
I'm sick, headache, got items stolen, i couldn't breathe properly during football because my airway was jammed. On my way home it rained heavily on me.
Do you know how a day like this makes a person feel?
Somehow it always turns out to be about you, even though i'm in need of comforting.
Every time i get mad, i always end up feeling worse about making you feel sad.
Do i not make you feel appreciated?
Because i really want to know whether its just me.
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Anyway I'm hitting the gym with the guys tomorrow and going for a swim after. I need to get a little stamina back.
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13 comments:

Anonymous said...

being a girl myself..i understand that girls usually feel that their boyfriends are not up to make them feel better when they are down. been in the same situation, always felt that my bf doesn't know shit about me. but all i can say is that, we appreciate you guys being here for us. we just don't exactly..show it, but we definitely know. girls are a that bit difficult(the whole pms/moodswings/bla), but bearing and understanding is the key okay? ^^ because at the end of the day, we always just want to feel..that extra special attention.

Anonymous said...

I'm a girl.
guys need the attention too.

Anonymous said...

cheer up kit!

Vannessa said...
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Kit said...

Anon: I really understand but if you love your bf, don't you want to make him feel extra special too?

Anon: Mmhmm, but i think girls generally need more. A sort of assurance i suppose.

Anon: Thank you =)

Vannessa said...

i hope i do.

Kit said...

yes.. i'm sorry.. i acted way out of line.. i love you

Vannessa said...

i hope little things matter

Kit said...

they do...

Anonymous said...

Cheer up (:

A said...

dude your girl's a looker no doubt..bet she gets lingering gazes when you walk with her? im a guy anw i used to have a girl like yours. y'know, tall great body long haired lass. had a motherfucker of a time dealing with guys coming onto her. but girls like that come in packages: high maintenance much?

bt wht i'm sayin is that times get tough once in awhile i'm sure you guys are pretty ok..she doesnt seem to be a typical one. seen her blog, way she writes. must be nice to have a girl who has a passion for/is pretty damn good at writing. speaks her soul huh.

was just passing by. friend of a friend who knows her & apparently she's a great girl. great catch or smthg. im sure u guys love each other alot deep down, beyond all the quarrels and other bs. she sounds like a keeper from what i see thats for sure. wish you both the best its nice seeing a sweet lookin couple once in a while (:

Anonymous said...

SUPERDOG FTW, in 5 mouthsssss
cheerup okay! :)

Kit said...

Yamunah: Thank you =)

A: i know she's special, i hope she feels the same way though. Thanks, you're nice.

Brenda: hahaa thanks.. when's the next dinner though?