I know you say that i'm usually the one who doesn't understand or the one who doesn't know how to comfort you. But do you know that when i feel sad sometimes, you aren't so different. I try not to trouble you with anything, so that you can stay happy and cheerful for the rest of the day. Even when i feel down, i try to make you feel better, happier. I try, i try but its never enough.
I'm sick, headache, got items stolen, i couldn't breathe properly during football because my airway was jammed. On my way home it rained heavily on me.
Do you know how a day like this makes a person feel?
Somehow it always turns out to be about you, even though i'm in need of comforting.
Every time i get mad, i always end up feeling worse about making you feel sad.
Do i not make you feel appreciated?
Because i really want to know whether its just me.
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Anyway I'm hitting the gym with the guys tomorrow and going for a swim after. I need to get a little stamina back.
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I forgot to mention my results were okay! =) i had an AD and i passed everything else, though barely. 2 B, 1 C and 2 D+. Not that bad for me la ahahaha im happy.

Okay Bintan was nice! I would totally go there with Vans or friends for some water sports and beach fun =) There's archery and such, oh the food at the resort was good too; everything has standard.
Today we rented Twilight. It was really good, i close description to the book i think but i only read less than a quarter because it really isn't that fantastic. I was so worried Vannessa would fall in love with Edward because so far i heard every girl has. There was a phrase on fmylife.com that stated the following,
"Today, my girlfriend dumped me proclaiming she wanted someone more like her "Edward". I asked her who Edward was. She held up a copy her "Twilight" book. She was talking about a fictional vampire. FML"
Yeah she couldn't escape him, OH EDWARD IS SO HOT, OH EDWARD, EDWARD IS SO CHARMING. His bloody smile can win over my relationship in a snap.
Nvm i'll win her back, i'll go for plastic surgery.
Driving tomorrow, yay =)

A quick one.
Happy 10th month anniversary love =)
I never knew we'd be this perfect for each other, korny as it sounds, i mean it.
I'm going to bintan later for 2 days. Leaving in the morning, which is now actually, 7am.
Results are tomorrow, 9am, i don't know if i would be able to receive it them.
This will make or break.
Shit i'm anxious =/
emotions are running on edge.

So its been quite awhile since i've blogged, 10 days actually. Kinda busy here and there with my driving lessons and all. Its terrible traveling to Eunos everytime. And its incredibly tiresome to drive 2 hours straight without a break. By the end of my lessons i'd always have a headache and feel sick. Simply because i don't eat and drink; late. On a lighter note, i've been doing better. I roughly know how to handle the clutch and gear properly now. So i'm quite satisfied.
Will continue blogging tonight. Busy now.

Guess who just had his Provisional Driver's license done =D
I little more till the real thing. I just can't wait.
Vans and I are going to the Science center tomorrow! again.. we just went today, like a little walk around outside, and sat on this Morphis ride in the Omni-theater which cost 4 bucks per person and it lasted 4, 5 minutes. Cheap thrills. So we have decided to go back to science center to have a walk inside and then go over to the theater again to watch this Sea Monsters thing. They have MASSIVE creatures since 82 Million years ago. Quite interesting.

Vannessa's fever reached 39.7 degrees by the time we reached the doctor yesterday.
Hugging her was like being in a sauna
and I've never had a hotter kiss in my life. ha
I was taking care of her like there was no tomorrow, patting her forehead with ice cold towels, bringing her food i bought from the market while she stayed home, putting her to sleep, helping her take her meds. Hope she feels better.
And hope i get treated the same way today because i can feel her virus spreading. Its starting with my throat.