I think i'm a coward

There's a fire starting in my heart

Reaching a fever pitch thats bringing me out the dark

Bloody bad thoughts ah, better knock it out of your head. Its never gonna happen.

Anyway diving was fun.

Just had a reaccuring thought that one can nv be content, ppl always yearn for something more.

Extraordinary > Ordinary

Live life to its fullest, sadly i can't say i'm doing that.

I wonder whether i'm happy, kinda forgot how it felt like.

Sometimes i wonder why i gave a damn in the first place... You bother about whats happening with your friends and how they are feeling, only to realise they are lying to you in the first place. Waste of both my time and feelings. Sods.

P.S i thought my blog was private but i just realised its not. I know you're out there ZHIXIAN!!!! knn better keep this a secret hor, even infront of our group pls, if you dont mind ;)